how do i find health insurance with a pre existing condition?

i am unable to find any insurance that is not a ripoff because of my preexisting condition
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You will either need to get a job with a company that offers healthcare coverage (the insurance company HAS to take you)... some companies offer part time jobs that will offer health insurance. Other than that, you'll need Medicaid (state insurance), which will pay for any pre-existing conditions.
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